Boo to the motherfucking ooh

I am back in PEI now. Woohoo. I'm sure I was greatfully missed. I have been reunited with my kitty and with Bob so things are looking better, plus I got a duvet for Christmas and bought some on-sale chocolate. That should keep me happy for a while. My brother did still get more for Christmas, but my mom explained that that was because I got a duvet and a blue duvet cover. I don't care. She could have been creative and wrapped my socks up individually to make it look like more. Oh well at least it's over.

Now it's rent week. Gotta go to the bank and see how much money I have over spent in the past week and try to cough up $640.00. Good Luck to me.

January has three paydays.

I hate it here

So far today I have made my mother cry a total of four times. I want to go back to PEI and I don't want to spend Christmas here. My brother is an asshole. He won't stop picking on me and gloating about how much better he thinks he is than me. So I told my parents that I didn't want to be around them for Christmas and that I would be happier in PEI. So then the little fuck turned everything that I had said around and now I am ruining everybody's holiday by not staying blah blah blah and it's my fault that he says mean things to me because I deserve it because I told him that I didn't like the music he was listening to blah blah blah.

Well fine, fuck you I'm staying, but I'm not going to pretend that I am so fucking greatful to be here because I'm not. So every half hour all day I have been mentioning how awful it is here and how I'm only here because of boxing day and that I am going to return all of my presents so I can at least have a half hour of happiness at the mall with things I like instead of stupid assed presents that suck. Am I that superficial about the holiday? YES. There is a whole pile of presents under the tree for my brother and there are three, count 'em, three there for me. You think that the child that lives on their own and can barely afford to feed herself deserves more than the brat that lives here and blows every pay check at future shop and does nothing at all to help out. I'm so taking a picture of my sad pile of three presents to show all of you.

And so now I know what you are thinking. "She should take into consideration the families that have nothing" Well fuck you I have and they're the reason I can't afford to eat because I've spent my whole Dec.20 paycheck supporting one of those suchs families. So leave me the hell alone, I have earned my own selfish state.

Merry Fucking Christmas, don't call me; I want to be alone.

Christmas Vacation Day 1

Hello. This is Amber Geddes reporting from Riverview, New Brunswick. Boy it feels nice to be back on the mainland. I went to the Gap and American Eagle yesterday and almost cried. A reputable mall, how it has become missed. I love shopping and boxing day in Moncton is going to kick so much ass. Kinda makes me want to spend boxing day in Halifax, where more ass would be kicked. Someday.

My kitty is staying in Vernon River with the lovely Pam MacDougall. I hope that he's good because we all know he has a little satanic streak in him.

On the first day of Christmas vacation my true love gave to me.............PRESENTS!!!!!! And really nice ones too. I got a book and candy and a nice sweater and a bingo ticket. Everything a girl could ask for!!

So I'm just sitting here with my brother's icq open and reading his messages. A girl just asked me out!! How sweet. If only she knew I was a bitch, had a vagina, and didn't like my brother dating trampy whores. How sweet. Gag me

My first day (yesterday) in N.B. was great!! Bob was here and we had a lot of fun. We went shopping and Bob bought some really nice boots. We went to my mom's work which is a little bar that senior citizens go to play video lottery machines. Then we dropped my dad off at a bar. Then we ended up picking him up and playing a few games of pool. Bob got to enjoy my drunken dad and his drunken friend. What a lovely thing to bring my boyfriend home to witness. Oh well I'm used to it by now!!

That's about all me and Bob did. We bought and ate some candy and some lasagna. It was fun. I can hardly wait until tomorrow to type to you about the exciting day that I've had so far. See you later.