So Blogger's Changed Again, eh
I just came online cause I was feeling a little blue this evening. I decided to look back at today a year ago, two years ago, and three years ago. I wanted to see how much happier I was "back then." I don't know reader dudes, as pooey of a mood I am in now, I am so greatful for who I am today.
It's safe to say that I've been through a lot of shit. It's also safe to say that no matter how down it has made me in the past, or will make me in the future, I am awefully greatful for my life's experiences. I don't think I could survive without them and without the knowledge that I've gained. Imagine having everything perfectly fall upon you with no problems what-so-ever. I can't, it's inconceivable to me. I'd feel as though I'd been cheated.
So I'm kinda bummed tonight, yet happy to feel bummed. It's fucked up shit.
Maybe I should cut down on my drug intake?
I just came online cause I was feeling a little blue this evening. I decided to look back at today a year ago, two years ago, and three years ago. I wanted to see how much happier I was "back then." I don't know reader dudes, as pooey of a mood I am in now, I am so greatful for who I am today.
It's safe to say that I've been through a lot of shit. It's also safe to say that no matter how down it has made me in the past, or will make me in the future, I am awefully greatful for my life's experiences. I don't think I could survive without them and without the knowledge that I've gained. Imagine having everything perfectly fall upon you with no problems what-so-ever. I can't, it's inconceivable to me. I'd feel as though I'd been cheated.
So I'm kinda bummed tonight, yet happy to feel bummed. It's fucked up shit.
Maybe I should cut down on my drug intake?
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